Wednesday, January 15, 2020

On Waiting

I  know, I know,  I have used this title before.  Guess what I am still waiting.  I am often waiting.  I have waited in hospital waiting rooms, I have waited in dentist offices,  I have waited for the phone to ring.   I bet you have too.

I am waiting, yes many of you know, especially those of you who ask, that I am waiting to hear from a publisher.  I am not waiting to hear from just any publisher.  I am waiting to hear from the publisher who is going to say yes.  The one who is going to say YES.  The one who is going to say, "we have a contract for you to sign."

Did you know that I am the same age as Laura Ingalls Wilder was when she published "Little House on the Prairie?"   It is true I am now sixty five.   I have been living into my craft as a writer for five years. It is hard to believe that is already and only five years.

So as I wait to hear not from the encouraging publishers, although I have valued all encouragement that came my way,  not from the NO publishers, although they too do important work, but from the publisher that will say yes,  I seek to live with the practice of ikigai. (Thank you, Doris Jakobsh, for teaching me this word from Japanese.)

I seek to have a sense of life and of living that includes looking for joy in small things and to being present and creating a harmonious atmosphere.  My word for 2020 is receive and so today I receive the gift of ikigai even as I wait, even as I write new pieces, even as I create new stories, even as I recover from colds.

I hold joy and presence and seek to create harmony.

and I have to tell you sometimes, I hate waiting!!

gloria fern January 2020

Monday, January 13, 2020

Gilead

White flakes amidst
ice storms threats, loss
of electricity,

heads gather round
candle light

         wildfires rage,
hurricane season begins,
volcano's erupt, planes
crash, wars threaten
flooding
               
alien
stories shared

     abraded sorrow.

gloria fern January 2020




 

Wednesday, January 8, 2020

Permanence

She would have turned 90 today,
our mother, the great grandmother
they
didn’t know on earth

they so

cherished.

gloriafern Jan.8 2020